Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Revelation

Psychology. Damn this subject really is something eh? Props to the ancient philosophers who thought about this shit. Heh, I could change my course because of this interest. But destiny and fate (taqdeer) chooses this life I am having right now as my main path. Won't make a 'significant' difference if I keep complaining. See how I used apostrophes there? heh

I came too damn far to change my course honestly. What I learnt about destiny and fate? It's kinda straight forward ya know? Whether you should have or not decided on some other things before... they will all converge at one point. The Afterlife (Akhirat yes?). Just the different things that YOU decide/d to do will make the major and only important difference in the end (the beginning of eternal life? yes to the REAL believers). God knows what you're about to do or not or wasn't or was about to or yeah somewhat like that yadayadyada you get my drift? but again, it really really does rely on the choice you make on that particular moment. The only thing you have control over.

Like for example. If you did this lah, you could be that lah. Well, you could have. Maybe YOU did (still a fictionalised situation plg... but who knows hehe). Last-last same place jua nanti. Just with the weight of the decisions you alternatively took may impact the day where you go Heaven or Hell or yang im not sure where but yeah ada to those people yang middle. Atu pun between the good and bad 'deeds' you did masa arah dunia. Yes you may ask, what if that a small unpredicted event affected a huge ass deal out of your life. The day you turn bad. A bad apple. A really bad bad apple. Is God at fault for making you choose the bad life? Maybe. But that depends how you took on the situation. That's when the test of real faith comes. The devil telling you to fuck it, your life's pretty much fucked up. Why do good? You're losing anyways. You STILL have the choice to be good from being bad. I mean everyone has good in them (fact). It's just gonna be harder for you. But the harder the obstacle, the larger the reward. Apa reward nya? apaapa sapa bui. Banaaa. God said something like that in the Quran. Not exactly like what I said plg. But something liddat. A bit more deep and more attraction to it of course. Also, God placed your people that has connections around you to help you do that. That's their responsibility. And if it doesn't work and masih jua badbui. God doesn't quit. Prison? pushed away to a faraway land? Maybe. Antah. That's when people usually have their moment of solitude. A moment of peace. No distractions. Alone with your mind, body and soul stuck in one place. And again, if it still doesn't work, you'll be waiting for another huge even that'll most definitely make an impact to your life. How you THINK will be the greatest factor. It always has been...

Why is it most of the people of the world refuse to change eventhough ada that 'brand' of religion and all that. Well, what we have not realize is, the fact that everyone is too caught up in this world. Money, girls, guys, houses, hoes (lulz fer the gangstuz knawhatimean?) cars & shit. This Dunia. Don't get me wrong, even I myself, am also caught up with these things. Coz honestly I have not fully fulfilled my duties to my religion. Not even 50% kali sigh. I would really love too make it 100% but... man it's easier said than done. And again I reference from the holy book that us humans are MADE to love worldly possessions and doings. Fitrah manusia. I think. Yeah I think lurus. That includes sex (not only the physical form of it). You can't fight that. But hopefully, one day I'll give it my all and forget about the little things that matter in this world insyaAllah. Responsibilities for every individual masih ada of course. As a parent, friend, son, daughter and not to forget the responsibility for us to God.

If you could overcome those obstacles. Then you my man... Iz da bomb! Payah? InsyaAllah dapat tu yo! You got the brains to do it. You just need to think a bit differently. Find a way. Go around it, over, under or through it. Prevent yourself from being ignorant. Self-realization is power. Nda kena mengena you say? kena kaliah bulih. This realization helps you to accept yourself, accept the people around you and the reality you're currently living in. From there, barutah start. Ponder upon thyself.......

AND If you still believe that you could literally change the past. Then you my friend = one seriously insane crazy SOB. You blame your decision? be a realist! (ada kah such word? haha antam. A realistic person) Yeah macam the movie Butterfly Effect man. Lol sorry but yeah. That is also why God gives those who are insane an excuse. Kena judge plg tapi from the deeds an individual did when he or she is able to 'think' (berakal) and before he or she lose controls of the mind. Reasonable dude ah this God. Lol sorry for my language God. But you know how my intentions run.

Ok I'm done. Exams coming soon. It was good to let it out once in a while. Maybe my next post is gonna be about love. Yes love. Me. In love. Lol cali tu eh. Banaa? banaaaa =)

Peace be upon y'all bros and sisters. Oh here's a picture hahaha. Boring wah kalau nada gambar ani ah napakan tu.


............ umm so yeah


Huhu it's just a picture. Of an animal. With a snowball.

(Some may argue that if Allah Almighty has created everything why is it that there is evil along with good. The conflict between evil and good is necessary for the evolution of the universe. This may be understood by means of the following examples). Allah Almighty sends down rain from the heavens and this causes streams to flow and the deluge which follows sweeps away all the dirt in the soil (leaving clear soil behind). Similarly, when metals are used for making ornaments or other articles of use, they are purified by being put into the fire which separates the impurities (and the pure remains). As a result of the conflict between truth and falsehood the negative forces pass away like scum but that which is beneficial for the humanity endures. This is how Allah Almighty explains His laws by means of analogies (13/39. 21/18, 42/24). [Compiled mainly from Surah Ar Rad - The Thunder (13:17)]

"As regards life after death, it may be explained through an example. A seed - grain or a date-stone appears to be lifeless but it contains a life-germ which, given appropriate conditions, bursts forth into a living plant. The plant, in turn, bears ears of corn. Each grain of corn is again a source of life. This is how Allah Almighty brings forth the living from the dead and the dead from the living." Surah Al-Anam - The Cattle (6:96)


"There is good in everyone"

(That's it ayt. I hope I didn't do too many mistakes. Especially on the surahs. I'd be damned if I did lol. But seriously, it won't be funny huhu)

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