Imma change the topic tah saja lol. Just realised banyak orang revive durang punya blogs recently. Banarnya si Bahri and si jeng pulang ganya besides the frequent bloggers heh.
Did a mini-reminiscing on my old blog posts by myself and found SELF-REALISATION OMG! Yeah, most of my posts are child-like and immature compared to most of my homebois. Doubt I could change that now though. Masih gangsta yo payah ni cani ani.
It's funny how you could remember so much from reading those old posts. LOL yeah, link)Bahri(/link (ANTAH EH HAHAHA totally forgot how to link) did a post pasal ani. No matter how crappy my or orang lain punya blog is, memories wah tu. Macam penyaram. Apakan sorry that was random.
Now onto a more important topic --> My Life
Heyz, my name's Azim. People call me Sim. Orang putih panggil aku Abdul. I'm still 19 and I can't wait to get out of my teen years. Heh teens. Don't get me wrong, aku nada masalah with my teen years. I just find stereotypical teenagers as a major amusement to myself. All the drama happening masatu. Puberty, zits, girlfriends, boyfriends, break-ups, make-ups, identity crisis and fitting in, trying to impress your peers and shit. Bullshit ah? hahaha and to think you've been to at least 2 of these phases (puberty and zits lah definitely... eh maybe except si Khaliq since ia jerawat baru baru ani).
Then again, you have no choice but to go through those teen years. Can't avoid that. Coz atu kira experimental phase right? that's when your curiosity starts to grow more compared to masa your baby growing period. Nevertheless, I had a good time as a teen. Iyea macam kan turn 20 saja aku ah. Eh, this could be my birthday post! Lama pulang lagi but I'll just put a link if I do manage to remember out how to by then hahaha.
Ahhh teen years. Definitely had a fair share of crushes, starting to get self-concious about my appearance, kena ucap gay, asexual. But oh they fade away so quickly. The good ones are definitely my friends. Iyea cheesy tapi serious eh. Even macam palui usulnya sorang sorang, I wouldn't have survived teen-hood. My brothers and sisters from different backgrounds... ada yang cool, inda cool, kaya, miskin, gilaseks, cali, inda cali, serious, panat, pendiam, bising, annoying, cocky assholes, show-offs, nerds, dumbasses, bimbo, jocks, gay, straight, player, pengucap, conserved, secretive, sharing, alim, setan, bida, lawa, suka mainstream stuff or nda, samseng, kurus, lampuh, racist, kaling, brunei, tutong, cina, halfies etc. Although some of these things tick me off a little, I don't really care because... antah ah. It's a feeling I am not able to put in words. Ehe, Banarnya aku nda tau apa word nya pulang. Indifferent maybe? ntah eh. Don't care, all of you are still my number ones! Awu semuaaaaaaa <3
I think the important thing you have to attain is, acceptance. Sorry ah if it's the wrong word. Too lazy to find a much sophisticated correct word than that arah thesaurus. But yeah, mesti learn to love... inda semestinya love pulang. But accept being around these different people. And just then, barutah your heart will hopefully open and flush out all the hate. Hahaha maybe aku kali saja tu. Dunno about others lol. Pasal in the future, you'll definitely meet other people yang sama jua or kalau unfortunate sikit, a more radical individual? so baik awal awal start accepting different people. Nanti at least biasa. Achieving it would be easier said than done because of the ultimate challenge of patience.
Heart you all!
Woah shit, aku rambling. Off to the next topic. Panjang niii.
UK ah. Hahhaha pfft, ok pulang but I think it's a bit over-rated. Would've preferred Canada daripada sini. The people over here are okay. Orang putih nya opkors macam biasa, they go with their own kind but again, ada a little portion of them nice people yang suka kawan sama other people. Sama lah macam Brunei. Except some of Bruneians kawan sama orang putih/foreigners untuk bragging rights. Hahaha osom tu yo kalau kau kawan sama durang. Rasanya macam kawan sama orang of "higher breed". Not. Not hating on those yang kawan banar-banar though.
Personally, aku pikir some catu plg. Atu what I think. Heh.
I've been living with four awesome housemates for almost 8? 9? months now. Learnt so much from them. Gave me a whole new perspective of girls. Oh yeah, only girls, nada doods at all. So no fart jokes, no jokes yang melarat, no punching and talking about booty lol. Ainul and Izni taught me alot seriously and both Thiah and Fatin jua although they're kinda dormant in the social window but yeah, I've learnt some stuff even from not talking.
Nah, some basic things I know about these girls. If any of youz mau bekenalanz:
1) Ainul - Known her since Form 1. Pretty, but pretty volatile at times. Nice in seldom cases. Shows affection in the strangest way. Bad-ass gangster. Extremely forgetful. Does not like to share personal life. Gets bored all the time. Thinks about nothing.
2) Izni - a.k.a Noni/Nonz/Nonzorz/Anak Bakir bah. White. Likes Harry Potter. Lives on BJewelled. My Disney watching partner. Only has an average of 5 hours of lectures in a week. Has the ]:| look that can shut me up. Number 1 kitchen user.
3) Fathiah - My next door roomie. Lives on Muse. Muse and more Muse. Laughs alone in her room. Only goes down to the kitchen for a drink or to cook Maggi. Sleeps and wakes up late.
4) Fatin - Mean, pink, study machine. Loaded with cash. 25 hours study, 1 hour rest in a day. 'nuff said.
It's hard to fit in basically. Sometimes when I do try, kena ucap tah pulang. It's definitely a learning process though. Totally different when being around guys you know really well and girls you know more of. Jokes for example, kalau guys slalunya melarat from one thing another. It could be from talking about a rock then suddenly bulih lumpat ke monster with 5 eyes, a dick and three legs that shits out children. When hanging out with girls... well, it just stops at rock. OH and some stare exchanges that'll make you shut up. Maybe it's just me pulang pasal I'm guessing durang andang sanak melayan aku even for a minute. True story.
Oh fyi, it is polite to knock and wait for a response before you go into people's rooms even if pintu bebuka or they're infront of you. It's annoying to knock too much when durang sudah respond. LOL love doing that. Sheldon Cooper, youz da man!
Nevertheless, I have the utter most respect for these girls for having to live with me and bear my living dood habits. Although I do keep my dood stuff to a minimum. Gotta sacrifice jua a lot for them. But the learning experience was worth the sacrifice.
Definitely gonna miss my gurly girls! lol xx
Eh bah udah tah eh gila panjang wah ni. Babai. Need to shower and revise.
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